I would call this an update but that would imply that there's something new going on or happening, but there's not. So I guess that you can just call this a mindless rambling session because I seem to be doing that a lot lately, mindlessly rambling. I miss having a life outside of work. I miss going out and doing things. And it's not really like I did all that much before but it was nice to know that I could if I wanted to. And I've just gotten to the point that I hate my job so much that I'm just miserable every day that I have to go into work and its just gets worse every day. So needless to say, I'm looking for another job. I applied for a job at the bank so I'm really hoping that it works out. Even if it doesn't, I still want to find something else because at this point anything would be better than what I'm doing now.
Let's see, what else can I ramble on about. I've been thinking in circles again about things lately and I thought that maybe if I just got them out it would help but at this point I can't even make coherent sense out of my thoughts anymore and its driving me nuts. I don't know anymore, about anything.