I can't believe how happy I have become. I never thought that I could feel this way. I never thought that i deserved this, but i realize now that i do, no matter what anyone else might tell me. As happy as i am though, I in a way feel guilty for being this happy when i look around me and i see people that i care about so much aren't as happy as they deserve to be. I just want to help them to be happy but I don't know how to. But to the one person who will never read this because you don't know about this, thank you for everything, you have no idea what you have done for me and how much it means to me and how important you are to me.