I can't believe how much things changed with one phone call. In the back of my mind, I always knew that it was a possibility but now that it's actually happening, I don't know what to do. Where are things going to go from here? I don't want things to change between us, but I know that they are. How am I going to deal with this? Why are things never easy for me? Why is everything in my life so difficult and complicated? Why when I am so happy does this have to happen? I don't know anymore.
 
~Paige