It literally feels like someone just ripped my heart out. I've felt pain so many times before in my life but it's never been like this. It feels like my life just hit a brick wall that came out of nowhere and now I have no idea what to do. How am I supposed to move forward and get over this? I don't even know what to think right now, much less what to do. I just want things to be the way that they used to be. Why does nothing good in my life ever last?